Figuring it out one blog at a time.

Dec 2012- The below was posted from in June, and guess what I am still alive, kicking and making waves.. Guess what Dr.'s don't know EVERYTHING, no-one has my time to die except the Big G himself. Granted, I am tired, I am acheing, somedays it's all I can do to get out of bed.. but I do it and I am grateful everyday..   JUNE 2012- Some of you have all ready seen this, some of you are finding out the update now.. I wanted to let you know so if you had questions, thoughts comments, I can take it and I won’t break down on you. (well I still have the select few that don’t have that option) and I will be posting a briefer synopsis for my family and friends over the weekend on F/B.. or I just may post this exact thing and call it a day… or want to talk about me, I am OK with it. But just don’t get al SILENT when I walk BY…. Over the last 3 weeks, I started the first of 3 radiation treatments and I haven’t done my best at keeping everything at bay, and s o much has bee...

It has now been over 48 hours since the tragedy that we have all come to know as #SandyHook. Sandy Hook, was a small community many of us new nothing about, that was until Friday Dec 14, 2012 our nation learned about them in the worst way.. Reports 10 kids, then 12, then 2 adults.. then 16 kids.. through out the morning, news centers as www.cnn.com  , www.foxnews.com , your local stations started showing #BREAKING NEWS reports.. Gunman walks in and terrorizes school.. By the end of the afternoon, a total of 20 children & 6 adults were gone... Lives will forever be changed.. I am forever changed... Then the #Guncontrol idealists came out, (which to each their own). and there was crying over #GOD not being there? How DARE people think #GOD wasn't there? Oh I guarentee he was right there, on the throne, WEEPING, yet knowing that his children were coming to him.. Waiting for them, with open arms.. HIS PLAN.. not ours.. We will never understand why THESE 20 children were...

yesterday I found out a friend, our teddy bear Hop passed away. He moved away to get clean and start his life over after our Sweet Katie left this world. Yet the addicition was to strong it seemed and he couldn't win.. May the skies be bright, may her arms wrap around you and hopefully she kicked your ass as you entered the gates... Laughter, memories assult me today, so the weather here is perfect.. misty, cold and just enough of a light from above to remind me that they'll be watching over us.. xo lovies For those who are needing to be comforted, found and prayed for, message me, I will listen and offer them up! PS I miss you every day, my heart and soul is with you... never doubt that the miles may separate us, but I am WITH you